Dropping a Nap

My baby is going to 2 naps per day... she is getting so big! I bet she is between 18 and 19 pounds but no way am I taking her in to the stinky pedi office to weigh! She is doing so well yesterday and today. On a whim, I gave her zyrtec BID one day this week when a neighbor mowed. Suddenly, I have my nice baby who eats and plays again. Still waking up 2-3 times at night but if she will eat and play, I can try and get up at night without complaining. She is crawling all over the house and figured out on Monday how to get down from standing without just falling down. =) She carefully puts a hand down and lowers herself to the ground. So precious...

The big girl is doing ok, some days are better than others. She is missing getting outside and doing whatever we wanted. Spring is lovely with the temps but mama is snotty and miserable even with just 10 minutes outside. Every flowering tree around has flowers and the pecan's are dripping pollen. Hopefully in the next couple weeks things will calm down and we can just go to grass pollen.

I am praying for my attitude and for God to provide for my girls so that they can play, eat and sleep as best they can.

Another song used by God to speak to my heart - Fee

you said you'd never leave or foresake me
when you said, this life is gonna shake me
you said this world is gonna bring trouble on my soul
this i know

when everything falls apart
your arms hold me together
when everything falls apart
your the only hope for this heart
when everything falls apart
and my strength is gone
i find you mighty and strong
you keep holding on
you keep holding on

when i see the darkness all around me
when i see the tragedy has found me
i still believe your faithful arms will never let me go
and still i know

when everything falls apart
your arms hold me together
when everything falls apart
your the only hope for this heart
when everything falls apart
and my strength is gone
i find you mighty and strong
you keep holding on
you keep holding on

sorrow will last for the night but hope is rising with the sun
there will be storms in this life but i know you will overcome
but i know you will overcome

when everything falls apart
your arms hold me together
when everything falls apart
your the only hope for this heart
when everything falls apart
and my strength is gone
i find you mighty and strong
you keep holding on

when everything falls apart
your arms hold me together
when everything falls apart
your the only hope for this heart
when everything falls apart
and my strength is gone
i find you mighty and strong
you keep holding on

Please, God, hold me together because I am falling apart and my strength is gone